My
main method of painting is pulling threads from old bed-sheets and arranging them
on the canvas between layers of colours. When the paint dries the threads are
removed, leaving their traces as part of the image. This echoes the experience
of the maternal body and subject in the sense that there is a body within a
body for a duration of nine months, then one body comes out of the other. What
traces are left in the maternal body and how maternal subjectivity is affected by
these traces?
In
my studio I filmed myself performing with one of my painting (entitled: ‘A Bullet-proof
vest or Tzi-tzit?’ 2016). More specifically, I removed the threads and
placed them on my face; however, I positioned the camera in a way that it
captured my body only; the face is cut-off by the frame. This creates an
opportunity to observe the relationship between the body of the painting, my
own maternal body and subjectivity.